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| wow its been a really long time since my last entry... there's been a whole lot of changes in my life.. i now have a new job which ive been working at for about 5 months and guess what... Im in Nursing School.. can u believe that sh*t and of my gosh i never thought it would actually be this hard.. i dont even know if i will survive.. there's so much work to do and mind you i only have 2 class this sem, i cant imagine myself next sem when i have 4 class, lab, clinicals and work.. how the hell am i suppose to study.. im already struggling with jus 2.. it seems like i dont have the time to read pages after pages every night and with work going on.. if im not in school im at work if not there im in starbucks or library tryin to study.. i dont know!! its so hard that im havin anxiety attacks, thats how bad it is.. for anyone who's in nursing school and dont feel the same way i do, can you please tell me ur secret? Anyway who.. everything else is the same striving to keep my relationship strong despite our busy schedules, tryin to have some time with friends.. basically tryin to balance school, work, relationship, and social life.. I NEED HELP!!! HELP!!!!!! HELP!!! | | |
| This week has been emotionally difficult. The head has done nothing but confuse me and play around with me. Regardless of how much u trust someone there's always that little something that will make u think twice about that trust you have or whether you should even trust them. i blame my brain for all the dilemma i have been having. I cant fully explain when and how this sudden jealousy issue started but i hate it. In the time that he and I been together i never had to doubt or question his feeling for me because i knew that it was real and that he's true. So why all of a sudden this feeling?? well i have my reason, which im starting to think is really immature and stupid. But you know what came out of all this was a serious heart to heart talk. I know that he isnt the time of man who would hurt me or would even think of hurting me. he knows better than that. like i said to him "I might not be perfect but you and i know that we're perfect for each other, so if u dont wanna lose me, then dont do anything stupid!"
Anyways for something a little different. I came across a picture today(online) although i see that pic everytime i open the page there was something different with today. i decided to check out the site. i saw a pic and messages of i guess the significant other, and when i saw that i just had this feeling of a little pain.. lol i know its crazy.. its not like i have feeling for the person because its been years but every single time i see a pic of him i jus get that feeling. it sort a brings back memories even though i know that he changed and he's not the same guys anymore, i still get that sort a feeling i felt then.. But you know i would never go out with him now.. i jus think that its weird.. | | |
| I swear i have the bestest girls in the whole wide world..-=) Friday the girls and Mark 1 and 2 went out for Karen's bday.. although things started out to be tight specially with schedule and we ended up doin plan B it was still fun. I must say that I truly love these girls.. Even though some of us have lives and friends outside the group i can honestly say that despite everything we're always going to be there for each other.. Its hard to find friends like that and im thankful i found mine.. Thank you girls and I LOVE YOU ALL!! Jackie, Jen, Karen, Marites, Shorty, and Zeena.
Happy Birthday KAREN!!!!!!!!!! | | |
| Hello! I'm so bored! I'm here sittin in my child psych class. My prof is so boring. I'm usin my friend's sidekick. I have not updated in such a long time, so let me try to give a quick update with my life.
Christmas: did nothing special. Lol new year: did the time square count down with mark. It was sweet. Break: basically worked most of the time. Went to philly with mark for lunch. Dats was the only highlite. Vday: I had work so mark n I decided to celebrate it in the morning. I made him a romantic breakfast wid candlelites n everything. We then jus cuddled til I had to go to work.
That was quick. Lol | | |
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You possess an unbridled sensuality that appeals to many.
The minute you meet anyone, you can make the crave you almost immediately.
You give others the chance to lose control with you... spiraling into carnal bliss.
A dangerous lover, you both fascinate and scare those you attract.</font></td></tr></table>
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